Wednesday 3rd July
I
 had felt sick since the previous day when my
 eleven month old had been sick and had assumed initially that my nausea
 had the same cause.  When it persisted I did a pregnancy test to 
reassure myself that I wasn't pregnant only to discover that I was.  
Given the effectiveness (or rather ineffectiveness) of the medications 
tried in my previous hyperemesis gravidarum pregnancies, the fact that
 ondansetron is effective but usually difficult to get a prescription 
for in the UK and that preemptive medication is more effective, I had 
intended to make sure a doctor had agreed to prescribe me ondansetron 
before I next got pregnant.  I booked an appointment with a GP at my 
surgery
 for the following morning with the intention to ask for ondansetron and
 failing that an urgent referral to an ob and a very lovely friend 
contacted some private obs to find out the likelyhood of an ondansetron 
prescription and how soon I might be able to get an appointment.  
Without medication I knew that within a week I would be very debilitated
 and that within two weeks there was a high chance of being hospitalised
 so time was of the essence and I was concerned about whether I would be
 able to get the medication in time.  As soon as my husband got home 
from work (and I could go without the six year old who would cotton on 
quickly if she saw some of the things I was buying), I went out to the 
shops to buy various things that I needed such as pregnancy vitamins, 
pregnancy sickness bands (which I feel compelled to use even though they
 don't work) and various drinks and snacks that I would need.  That 
evening once the children were in bed,
 my husband and I sat down together and went through our plan from 
before the previous pregnancy updating it based on our present 
circumstances and on what we thought worked well or otherwise last 
time.  I stayed up late printing out various research papers relating to
 ondansetron and to preemptive treatment and information from Pregnancy 
Sickness Support and pregnancysicknesssos.
Thursday 4th July
Although
 still able to eat, my nausea was pretty constant and I was concerned 
about how soon I might go downhill.  My appointment was midmorning so I 
had time to order a few bits and pieces online that would be helpful.  I
 went in to see the GP who I didn't feel especially optimistic about and
 explained the current situation, my previous experiences of hyperemesis
 gravidarum and the fact that I was keen to avoid hospitalisation and 
listed all the medications I had previously
 had that had either been insufficient, ineffective or resulted in 
abreaction.  She agreed that Idefinitely
 needed to be given something and I said tentatively, "Ondansetron is 
supposed to be effective and is safe in pregnancy."  She then told
 me that she had had it after a hospitalisation as she had suffered 
hyperemesis gravidarum in her pregnancies and so she was happy to 
prescribe it.  She queried whether it was safe for breastfeeding but 
thankfully I had recently contacted the Breastfeeding Network to check 
the safety of various antiemetics during breastfeeding and she was happy
 with the information I had obtained.  As she was unsure of the dose, 
she phoned the Pregnancy Assesment Unit (PAU) at the local hospital and 
asked a midwife.  The midwife then started saying that if ondansetron 
didn't work then there was "nowhere to go" after that (which is untrue 
as steroids are an option and are in the hospital protocol that I 
obtained via Freedom of Information Act request) and that "every 
pregnancy is different" (a classic phrase used by medical professionals 
to suggest that women who have had HG previously should still wait until
 they are very sick before arranging or getting
 treatment) so I should "work through the ladder" or medications that 
previously hadn't been effective.  My heart sank as I feared that the 
ondanstron which had seemed so close would now be snatched away but my 
GP asked to speak to a consultant and I said that the ondansetron was 
actually less likely to work if I got it later when I was more sick due 
to working through other medications which had been shown not to work 
for me already.  I don't know which consultant she spoke to but based on
 the conversation it seemed that she had also had ondansetron and said 
that with my medical history it made sense to have it straight away so I
 was started on 2x4mg/day with the option to increase it up to 2x8mg/day
 if necessary.  I was so relieved that I almost cried in my appointment 
and I don't think I have ever been so happy in my life about being given
 a prescription.  It was so amazing and I really felt like God's hand 
was there giving me the
 right doctors so that I was able to get the medication I needed as 
early as possible.  My local pharmacy unsurprisingly did not have it in 
stock and said that they couldn't get it in until the following day so I
 started phoning pharmacies in other villages.  The first one I got 
through to could get it in for mid afternoon and it turned out that my 
husband needed to stop in that village on the way home from work so 
rather than me trail out with the two children when feeling unwell in 
order to get it a couple of hours sooner, he picked it up.  According to
 the leaflet in the packet it can take 1-2 hours to take effect and I 
was beginning to wonder if it was going to work for me when around 2 1/2
 hours after taking it I felt a noticable improvement in the nausea.  In
 addition to all this excitement, I was also packing and preparing to go
 away to Birmingham the following day in order to attent the Pregnancy 
Sickness Support Trust
 Conference on the Saturday.  I was very thankful that the ondansetron 
appeared to be helping as I knew that if it didn't there was a good 
chance that I might not be able to attend the conference.
Friday 5th July
I
 felt pretty bad
 in the morning (although still fully functional) until around 2 1/2 
hours after taking my ondansetron and worried slightly whether 4mg was 
enough but once it had kicked in I was pretty good.  We set out on our 
journey and although I still felt nauseated if I didn't eat/drink 
frequently enough diligently following my plan to eat and drink 
something at least every two hours meant I was okay although I found I 
was unable to eat a normal sized meal in one sitting as I would start to
 feel much more nauseated once I had eaten a certain amount.
Saturday 6th July
I
 managed the conference.  I was so pleased as the previous year I was 
about eight months pregnant and too ill to attend and I had been looking
 forward to being well enough for this year.  I had to be diligent about
 snacking and drinking in order to stay okay and could only eat a small 
lunch but I actually felt
 reasonably normal albeit still a bit shocked by the events of the last 
few days.
Sunday 7th July
After
 what felt like a mammoth trip and lots of sleep disturbance due to the 
eleven
 month having a cold and being disrupted by all the travelling I was 
pretty tired and felt
 sick in the morning but again it improved around 2 1/2 hours after 
taking the medication.  I had been wearing long sleeved tops to hide the
 sea bands from my six year old  who would have recognised them from my 
previous two pregnancies but in a
 heat wave this was not really the most comfortable and it's not like 
they actually make any notable difference so I decided to stop wearing 
them.  By this time I was not feeling like I really needed to have my 
evening medication as soon as it was due so I tried having it slightly 
later in the hope that this would improve the morning.
Monday 8th
 July
Breakfast
 is usually my smallest meal of the day anyway but I was unable to eat 
all of my usual portion.  I really tried to and I kept thinking, "That's
 4mg of iron" but I just couldn't do it.  Once my medication kicked in, I
 felt better and I did my usual frequent drinks/snacks and tried not to 
overdo it and was reasonably okay.  Since I felt well enough that 
evening I waited until bedtime to take my ondansetron as first thing in 
the morning was definitely my worst time.
Tuesday 9th July
Although
 I
 didn't feel good in the morning, taking the evening medication last 
thing before bed definitely made a difference.  I could still only eat a
 reduced portion of breakfast but I felt less nauseated
 and more functional.  I had a blood test first thing which had been 
booked three weeks earlier and although I was slightly regretting it by 
the time I got there I was actually able to walk there.  I walked slowly
 on the way back rather than normal speed but was so worn out that I had
 to lie down and rest until my husband had got everything
 ready to go to the optician and then on for a picninc lunch in the 
Botanical Gardens for my Auntie's birthday.  In previous pregnancies I 
wouldn't have even managed the walk to the doctors surgery so although I
 found it pretty arduous and exhausting, it was absolutely amazing that I
 was able to manage our day out.  Once we got home I had to rest for a 
couple of hours because I was so worn out but then I was able to get up 
and do a few bits and pieces.
Wednesday
 10th July
After
 a tiring Tuesday, I didn't think I would be up to much but I was 
surprised to find that I was able to manage all the normal stuff at home
 in the day such as washing, cooking etc which I was very pleased 
about.  I still needed to be careful about my eating but frequency was 
become less critical from a nausea control point of view but was still 
needed due to my inability to eat a full sized meal in one sitting.  In 
the evening I popped to the Coop (about 250m away) to pick up a few 
things and by the time I got home I needed to sit down for a rest and 
felt like I'd done something much more
 strenuous.  Although I'm glad to be
 capable of more, in some ways it is reassuring to be tired more
 easily.  When I had a first trimester miscarriage, my nausea was fairly
 similar without medication to what this is so far with medication but I
 did not have any tiredness or impairment in my capability so the 
presence in a reduced form of symptoms I usually have but didn't have 
then seems like a positive sign.
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